Wifey...
There is no need to worry I will be okay. I am sorry that in my haste, I was not able to tell you how much I really love you. I tried but the words got caught up, my voice broke, and I fought the tears from falling. That is not how I want you to remember me. I smiled for you, I did it, somehow I knew what you were going to say, but I came anyway. I’m a fool, but the price was far greater than what I was about to experience. When you finally said it, I felt the familiar pain of losing you once more; it was just like the day you left, when we said our goodbyes and made our promises. The promises that we never kept, that faded away in the dust. The goodbyes that became permanent. The only difference is, it is now final. There was a moment, right after you said what you came to say, when you caught me staring at you, and then I had to force a smile. At that time, I remembered all the beautiful time I have spent with you. The warm hugs and the sweet kisses. How much I enjoyed spoiling you...