Push Push Push!

There is something wrong with me of late, I find myself slow and weak, not because I am sick.

But due to a free flowing anxiety that I can not identify.


I have been nurturing this feeling for a few weeks now, but today I have decided to finally put a stop to it.

My brother Jorge, pronounced as Horhe, once told me, that the only problem that is worth your time are those that can still be solved. If something bothers you and you do not know why, or you have a problem without a foreseeable solution, then it is no longer a problem, it's just a fact of life.

I have been into this slums before, and the only thing that makes me overcome this situation is through acceptance.

There are simply, certain things that you will not be able change.

And they will remain the same, no matter how much you want to change them, they will not change even if want them in your life or not.

Maybe the only comfort you can give yourself is to believe that the saying, "Everything happens for a reason", is true.

So here I am, up early and blogging, hoping that writing it down will give me a better conviction in believing that I can overcome the situation.

I have decided to push myself once more.

Today, I found my second wind. Today I will make a difference.

At least I hope so.