The girl with the croOked smile

I do not know you yet.

I thought that I have found you but I was wrong.

I do not know who you are. But I have been looking for you all my life.

I have fallen for you for several times.

I have seen your bits and pieces in women that I have loved. There were many, but I still longed for you.

I do not know what you look like, you may be small, you maybe tall, you may be pretty or maybe not. You may be the girl with the croOked smile for all I care.

But when I find you, and I assure you I will, you will be the girl that I will love and care for with all my heart until the day I die, and the eternity that would follow.

I do not know how we will meet. It maybe in the streets, it maybe in a crowded room at a party perhaps, a grocery store, the wake of a friend, the intersection of a traffic light, I do not know how.

I just know that sparks of invisible electricity will come out flying and I would immediately know you are around.

Then I will search for you in all directions, and even if I see just a single strand of your hair I will know that it is you.

I need not touch you to feel your presence. For even if my eyes were closed at the time of our meeting, my heart will still see you.

These things that I say are not promises, they are actions that I will do with certainty.

As certain as after today will be tomorrow, that every time the sun sets, a sunrise will start the beginning of a new day.

I will love you, you and you alone...

I will devote all my waking hours to show you the extend of the love that I will feel for you.

I will court you every day, every minute, every second and each moment that I will share with you will be pure bliss.

Because I will only be happy to do things that I know will make happy.

You shall become the center of my universe and as the Sun, your light will be the only thing that will give me warmth; that will give me life.

I will be yours for aeon and aeon's of eternities...

Heart, Body, Soul and Spirit.

And you will be; will always be the Girl; my Girl with a croOked smile...



Written by: Yaj Atenara