being with you

Sure I see that Tree.

As well as how my fingers punch the keys of my laptop.

The cars passing me by and some honking their horns at me as I drive.

I seem to process and act on the task I need to do at hand but you're the one who is always one on my mind.

Wherever or whenever the thought of you lingers.

Its like the air that I breathe.

Its like the wind, I feel it, even if I do not see it, I know it is there.

As if am watching a movie, I see my life pass before my eyes, and you're there beside me, smiling, crying, laughing eating your favorite food.

I see you not with my eyes but with my heart.

It speaks about how much it misses you and how it longs to see you.

Sometimes he talks to some of my other body parts and I uncomfortably shift my hips from side to side at how excited they get, it even happens at a sales call when am with a client, it hits me like a truck and I can neither stop nor deny it.

It sings of you about love, its loneliness, at how happy a memory of you makes it.

And my brain nods in agreement, listening to my heart not minding the noise it makes because no matter how senseless and out of tune it gets; because it still speaks the truth.

I do not even mind the distance.

Hmmmm...

I think its like am playing a video game, I am sitting on a comfortable couch enjoying it with you.

As I see it in a borderless screen, I tell my feet to move forward, my hand to stir the cup so that I can drink my coffee.

Sometimes I enjoy the game at times I get bored with it.

But I always smile and feel the joy at seeing you sitting opposite the couch, and I will tell you a secret, often times I let you win, because I would rather see you happy than to feel victorious when I win the game.

That is how I love you, I am only happy when I know that I was funny. Funny for you.

I do not mind it at all, I cope well, and I would endure a million days like this.

For when I am truly with you life suddenly becomes a celebration.

Its a day filled with joy, excitement and extreme happiness!

Nothing else becomes important, but holding you, looking at you.

If am lucky kissing you!

I can not help it, I am writing about it now and I smile from ear to ear.

The rest of the world would envy me, if they knew that I dreamt about a girl, learn that she is real and am now expressing my love for her.

Seeing you, being with you is like a day filled with roller coaster rides, a day with enhanced senses, am like spider man!

"Its a bowl of apples and pineapples, buko, mango, melon", always loved that song.

hmmmm hmmmm hmmm what a delicious thought of a delicious subject.

If you think you make me happy your are wrong you are my happiness!

And to return the favor, I will make it my mission to always show you that life is like gummy jelly candy.

Unlimited Kettle Corn?

A billion exhilarating rides on a horse!

Crossing out each and every, of the 365 items in a particular book!

Buying a squarish leather chair.

Embotidos, Porkchop and Ampalaya!

I will make it my purpose to make you happy, make a dance move even if I look like a fool just to make you smile.

I will find the whitest, prettiest long white dress for you, and the most beautiful solemn church.

Sit beside you in an airplane.

Ride the toktok, a dinghy boat or ship just to see the reflection of the sun in your pearly white teeth.

Make you remember that everyday from now on, is a day that I declare and illustrate in zillions of ways how much I love you, and pledge to do so until the day that oxygen no longer sustains me.

Being with you is like magic plus one.

Being with you is living and dreaming combined.

Being with you is everything I have dreamed of and more.

And that is why I love you, you and only you...