Between Here and There.

Be unreasonable... Please... Nag me, taunt me. Pick on my vices. Question my judgment. Raise your hands and place both thumbs above your ears and lash out your tongue while I try to speak. Mock me, hate me, be angry at me for no reason. Shout at me! Please do. So that I can show you, the will i would employ to control myself from shouting back. Ridicule me, ask me where I been, and complain constantly, show me your evil step sister. Smirk and tell me to do the math. So that I can gently bow my head and remain silent till you calm down. I yearn for it. It would give me the opportunity to show you how much I love you. By not giving in. By not fighting back. So that I will be used to tantrums that may easily rival the wrath of a storm. Do it now, do it often. For when that day comes, and days succeeding that. You should know. Know it now. You can do no wrong...

Ganda, You must not know this but when I think about you the world becomes a better place to live in. This may sound like a figure of speech but it's really quite literal. All of a sudden my day becomes brighter, my food taste more tastier, the colors become more vivid, even the air I breathe seems more fresher and am in Metro Manila so you can just imagine :). It's your power over me. You have the presence that both calms and soothes. You may be a million miles away from me and I can feel it. I know it by the way my lips just suddenly turns into a smile, by how my mind just zooms at thoughts of you and everything is quiet because I have to be with the most important woman in my life even just in my mind. I am not talking just about how perfectly beautiful you are. That's just how you are, closer to magic a miracle the sun is not center of the universe for me It's you. No matter where you are, whatever it is that you might be doing, I am with you. Always. I think ab...

I cannot decide which one it is... Please help me decide, please... Please tell me. Which is it? It might be your smile. Or when our eyes meet and converse without a single word uttered The way our hands intertwine independently as if they have a mind of their own, seeking the spaces in between our fingers cause it feels like home. That fragrant scent you emit, when we hug O the warmth, delicious, intoxicating, that goes beyond skin seeping through my pores and hits the spot that counts, My heart. It actually takes all the strength that I have, to contain my self and give in to the urge of never to letting go Your lips, that might be it, sweet and succulent, tender and soft... Mesmerizing, you might as well be telling me about the details of a vasectomy's procedure and I would find myself - attentive, captivated, enchanted. Eating every word that comes out of your mouth, secretly wishing that my own was moving against yours all the time. Might it be all the days, the nights the...

I remember I liked Christmas as a child But I can not remember why As an adult, responsibilities and just the regular daily grind made me forget the reasons Or maybe its just like that when you get older, you forget things, and because of that insecurities sets in and I find myself in denial; the more I can not remember the more I want to find out what they were So here I am staring at my computer, racking my brain desperately trying to figure it out Was it the toys that I get during the Holidays? You know that feeling you get when your in amazement of something new; the many features, the cuteness, the fun... Or the abundance of food? At how you get when your fully satisfied with your Moms delicious Roasted Chicken, or your Aunt' succulent ham. Maybe, its because the family was always complete. The bonding, you feel that your at home, that you belong. It might have been the Christmas breeze that seemed to magically blow your worries away. The experience is really different for e...

May people use the word KARMA as if it were a curse to wish somebody that they hate bad luck, or ill fate. That is funny because that is not what Karma is about at all. Look it up, tell you what make it easy on yourself and google it. Or better yet here is one of the online definition: "kar·ma [kahr-muh] Show IPA noun 1.Hinduism, Buddhism. action, seen as bringing upon oneself inevitable results, good or bad, either in this life or in a reincarnation: in Hinduism one of the means of reaching Brahman. Compare bhakti (def. 1), jnana." It is much much more than just wishing somebody to make a mistake or have badluck it is the cosmic principle that determines a persons punishment or reward in this lifetime or the next, based on his or her actions in this lifetime or the one before that. So I do not really think that one should be interested in or worry about someone else's KARMA, if that person has done bad things KARMA will just take over, that is according to princip...

I tried everything to shake you off of my system when things went south between us but nothing worked. I laid low for a while, and think about what it was I should do, for I was lost, but later on realized that I could not find my way because I did not have you in my life. So I loved you from miles and miles away, asking for nothing, I just soaked with the the feeling of joy whenever I admit to my self that it was you I loved. Then we reconnected, and we had such a good time until the next issue tried to separate us. So I looked at myself, contemplated and searched for answers within me. And then it hit me. I am happy knowing that I made you happy my love... This no longer up to me, all the powers of logic, can not help me. It is like its predestined. So this here is my vow: That I will love you and only you; that every waking and sleeping hour I would dedicate showing you just how important you are for me; that I will not stop courting you yesterday-today and tomorrow; that I will s...

You can't possibly imagine how much I miss you, even if you tried how can I express it? how can I say it? Somehow just saying I miss you is so shallow and does not match the truth of my longing Would it be right to compare how I feel to the first drop of rain, after being exposed to the sun's rays at close proximity? To a breathe of fresh air, when am swimming for the surface, from the bottom of the ocean? I miss your smile, your laugh I miss your fragrant scent; I miss how your skin would feel; so smooth when I touch it, and the energy it emits when I hold you, its like I am touching your heart and you are touching mine I miss the way you would look at me when you walk into a room, all of a sudden by my sight everyone else would disappear, and I would try to absorb the details of the vission before me. You would smile at me, the kind that would captivate the world, and your eyes they speak and they tell me wonderful things I miss the way you would own every dress and perfume...